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About Me

Halo, selamat datang di antah berantah. Sebelumnya selamat, dirimu telah menemukan gubuk vertual tempat seorang self proclaim optimistic nihilist tinggal. Tolong, terimalah hadiah sederhana ini dariku.

Perkenalkan, namaku Yuanda, seekor kucing abadi yang sedang menjalani krisis seperempat masa kehidupan. Paradoks? abadi dengan seperempat masa kehidupan? definisi abadi disini bukan berarti aku tidak bisa mati, tapi aku bisa memilih kapan aku akan pergi dari sini.

Aku ingin bercerita sedikit soal diriku di halaman ini, jadi tolong bersabar dan maaf atas apa yang ingin kusampaikan. Sebenarnya ini iterasai ke-3 dari halaman ini, jika kau mau melihat seperti apa diriku berubah, ada tombol untuk versi sebelumnya di bagian bawah halaman ini (spoiler: tidak banyak).

Seperti orang pada umumnya aku punya interest dan juga hobi. Salah satu bidang yang kutekuni adalah teknologi, namun lebih mengarah ke bagian perangkat lunak. Ketertarikan lain yang kumiliki adalah Jejepangan, Psikologi, dan Filsafat. Beberapa hobiku yang sebagian besar masih terkait dengan ketertarikan yang kumiliki antara lain: hal-hal soal Jejepangan, mengotak-atik software, menulis, dan cosplay.

Selain itu aku juga menyukai hal-hal berbau misteri, terutama internet misteri seperti ARG(Alternate Reality Game), crepypasta, dan analog horror. Hal ini juga yang menjadi tema dari website ini, aku ingin membuat tempat ini memiliki suasana internet misteri dan berkesan tua. Selain tempat ini, aku juga memiliki beberapa tempat lain di internet, bahkan di deep web(situs onion). Jadi jika kalian menemukan diriku di internet, jangan sungkan untuk menyapa (akan kutinggalkan semua yang kumiliki di section kontak). Sejujurnya, mungkin tidak akan mudah untuk menemukan mereka, karena manurutku mereka seperti orang yang benar-benar berbeda dari diriku.

Terakhir, aku akan bercerita hal buruk soal diriku, (karena aku mempercayai kalian, wahai orang asing di internet). Aku memiliki kesulitan dalam interaksi sosial, aku hampir selalu melakukan semua hal sendiri, dan sekarang kemampuan bersosialisasi ku adalah nol besar.

Hello, and welcome to the abyss of my existence. You've stumbled upon the virtual dwelling of a self-professed optimistic nihilist who finds joy in the paradoxes of life and has a peculiar penchant for both philosophy and tech.

Chronically online doesn't even begin to cover my relationship with the internet. It's more like we're in a co-dependent union, bordering on unhealthy obsession. But let's not fret over my questionable lifestyle choices. I mean, who needs sunlight and physical interaction when you have the radiant glow of your screen and countless Reddit threads at 3 am?

Stimulating my mind with existential dread is my idea of a riveted evening - you know, because nothing screams 'comfort' like pumping my anxiety meat with caffeine while contemplating our insignificance in the vast cosmic horror we call the universe.

Ah, yes! My mental health! It's a lot like Schrodinger's cat - both alive and dead until one musters the courage (or desperation) to open the box. Newton's Law of Emotion perhaps? For every bout of joy, there is an equal and opposite existential crisis. It's a fun ride really, like a roller coaster designed by Dali and Escher. You never know where you are - upside down, inside out, or if you've been morphing into a clock the whole time.

But I digress. I do have a soft spot for the human experience and the importance of human connection. I believe that understanding and empathizing with each other is crucial to our survival as a species. It's the only way we can hope to navigate the labyrinth of life and find some semblance of meaning in the chaos.

Hello and welcome to my world, my name is [redacted], an optimistic nihilist who loves and relies too much on the internet. Loves philosophy and technology especially the internet as one of the best achievements of humanity.

Taking value from existential void and emptiness, seeking different perspectives to approach and perceive life.

I see nihilism not as a hopeless doctrine, but as a catalyst for questioning traditional norms and assumptions.

However, I understand the importance of collaboration. Trying to understand each other and maintain human relationships is very important.

Has an interest in technology, philosophy, and psychology. Loves minimalist, absurd, and anti-mainstream design concepts. Also loves to explore and try new things.

My hobbies are surfing the internet, listening to others, writing, and plunging into the abyss of the void in search of the meaning and significance of life (whatever that means).

"Let's embark on this digital journey together, embracing the void and weaving meaningful experiences in the ever-changing digital cosmos."

Sometimes I like to play CTF or do algorithm problems on Hackerrank.

Like to play games, but not a gamer, favorite game genres are RPG, Open World, and FPS especially those with complex stories or multiple endings. Also like to watch movies, favorite movie genres or stories are Horror, Sci-Fi, Mystery, and Psychological. especially those with post apocalyptic themes.

I enjoy coffee almost every day, but I'm not a coffee junkie. Also like spicy food even though it often makes my stomach hurt.

My favorite Vtuber is Ninomae Ina'nis, cause she is talented, chearful, and wholesome. Also eldritch/cosmic horror concept is soooo cool.

I'm single for a fact, but I'm not an incel, because my type is a bit complex. But if I can clone myself, maybe I would marry myself \jk.

I want to be able to contribute to the Linux kernel or other Open Source software one day. Ongoing efforts are learning low level programming language (Rust) and learning to communicate better.

Also like ARG, so lets mimic one. Liminal Space, Weird Core, brrrr. Lastly, there are some easter eggs on this website, maybe you can look for them if you have too much free time.just like this. But don't go too deep :D

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